Thursday, March 21, 2013

Writing at the edge of realization


Midnights Kindred

Writing at the edge of the real

18–19/ 03/ 2013

Writers are the right kind of mad. Many artists are mad too, but writers, especially the variety that thinks really deeply, feels really strongly about the most complex and sometimes the most seemingly miniscule of matters. Those are mad people, people who think that whatever they may imagine, express on paper or project onto screens or through the airwaves can actually change the world. What audacity, attempting to alter the natural entropy or chaotic order of this cold, cruel, crazy, beautiful world.

They are daring to re-invent the world in their own images. Some are daring to invent a completely new one. One permeated by truth, justice, spontaneous joy and natural progression and unhinged from stifling traditions and the moral mores prevalent in the one we live in today.

With the same zeal and bold imagination that characterises the freest and most ‘open’ minded children; many writers invite and launch us into their headspace and cause us to see the world in new ways. This should not be seen as anything new, surprising or which came only through the process of writing. Writers have merely tapped into the inexorable storehouses of stories, dreams, legends and mythic universes. It is just that the business of telling stories has become so nuanced and fraught with all kinds of parasitic forces. From the voracious and bottom line motivated international publishing industry to the fickle yet indispensable reading audience, writing is a maddening yet equally captivating phenomenon.

What I witnessed and part-took of last-night reassures me that writers are some of the most dangerous and craziest people to ever walk the earth. And I absolutely love them for it. It was after the opening night of Time of the Writer festival held at the University of Kwa-Zulu Natal’s Elizabeth Sneddon Theatre. A couple of writers and me went out to get a bite and have some drinks on Florida Road’s famous Spiga Doro Italian Restaurant. As expected, the conversation flowed as easily as the wine and laughter. It was a brief yet enriching moment where ‘thinkers’ and fantastical and eloquent people from all over the globe shared a hearty conversation, although of course there were really as many as three to four different groups talking all at once. In our joined tables, I think there was about twelve of us.

Topics ranged from the literature found in pornographic magazine’s such as Playboy, the challenges faced by young black Afrikan entrepreneurs, developing a reading audience in Afrika’s urban areas, creating socially responsible yet highly lucrative businesses to similarities between the struggles of Palestinian, Nigerian, Ugandan, and Southern Afrikan writers, activists and people in general. We also spoke about lighter things such as art, design, food, sex and writing as a pleasure.

But what dominated the conversations was the uses and abuses of words such as Culture, Tradition and Democracy. At my end of the table we were earnestly discussing the role of pan-Afrikanism, Black Consciousness and its role in the anti-capitalism or anti-imperialist narratives. I was sitting next to one of the visiting writers from the USA who has dual citizenship in Nigeria. Nnedi is one of the rare or odd ones out in the world of Black literature or literature written by black Afrikans.

She is a professor of creative writing at Chicago University and most of her books are targeted at young adults. I call her rare because she writes science fiction/fantasy. The Time of the Writer booklet calls her a ‘speculative novelist’.  I found that term quite interesting since I thought that most if not all writers of fiction have to speculate a lot, even if they do base their stories on realistic premises. Don’t they all have to creatively construct a world where there wasn’t already one? Or don’t some of them strive to impress upon our imagination a vast array of possible pasts, presences and futures?

I personally consider the tendency of writers to deny that they are fence-sitters, un-prescriptive or objective artists quite unfounded. Is there no opinion or perspective in any of their fiction or even non-fiction work, and if not then where is the difference between the imagination and the conjuring of words and worlds where there was none such?

The writers on that midnight meal had all been quite different. On my left side there was Jackee Budesta Batanda, a Ugandan journalist who lives in Johannesburg and works as a writer and research fellow at the African Centre for Migration and Society at the University of the Witswatersrand. She has written widely on foreign policy issues and has published in many anthologies, journals, newspapers and websites. Some of her work has appeared on such anthologies as The Thing That Ate Your Brain, Out of The Shadows and Africa-Asian Anthology, which are available on Kindle. I liked the energy and hardworking ethic of this Ugandan sister. During our conversation, Jackee sounded like the kind of socially responsible entrepreneur that I have always wanted to be. As writer who also has dreams and plans of becoming super-rich through business in order to contribute financially to the uplift of Afrikan communities, her every word reflected everything I strive to be.

There is such inspiration when one shares thoughts with people who are such big dreamers, it makes one question ones pace and whole outlook in life. I found myself asking, how many hours do I waste doing what will not fulfil my dreams, how musch education and determination will it take for me to achieve even half of what these women, as young as they are achieving?

And then there was Susan Abulhawa, a beautiful award-winning Palestinian/American novelist. She is said to be a notable science writer in medical journals and who has contributed papers on cardiovascular disease, diabetes, haemophilia, schizophrenia, women’s health and oncology.

 But her passion for literature and life in general has seen her books being translated into 24 languages worldwide.  Her first novel, Mornings in Jenin (previously published in different form as The Scar Of David) was hailed by The Times as “the first English-language novel to express fully the human dimension of the Palestinian tragedy.”

How can one possibly be un-inspired in the presence of such notables? Yet all of us were just talking as people. We spoke as people who are mostly concerned with the transformation of all our worlds, a transformation of the collective consciousness of all of humanity. We are all after-all is said and done, just ordinary people making and trying to make a living. If our ways of seeing the world have been tempered with the intuitive and natural propensity of writers to search for meaning or a deeper truth; that is just the way it is. Writers must write just as mathematicians must calculate, it seems to be something in our genetic or perhaps psychic design.

One writer last night, I think it was Jo-Anne Richards, the author of the imagined child, said that when she does not write she feels odd. Yet it is this very oddity or the audacity to write, to hope and to shape characters and create imaginary worlds that seems somehow odd. It has been said that God is an artist; this can be accepted by both Creationists and Darwinists and has been thrown about by the whole debate on Intelligent Design that was all the rage a few years ago. But what does that mean exactly?

For the creationists, an Artistic God is an entity of a Supernatural being that is or was able to use thought and words etc., in order to create something where there was none. This would fit perfectly with the Biblical and Quranic narrative of an entity that is removed from the world as we know it and can shape both matter and the destinies of the living.

Of course writers are as varied as are languages and human beings and they all come from vastly different cultures. While others fully accept this view and often go as far as taking on the role of ‘prophets’ or messengers themselves; many more writers in both the non-fiction and fiction worlds have no such bold inclinations and it does not matter whether what they write might incidentally transpire into reality or appear to be prescient. They are just writers.

I think that every writer is an activist, whether they accept that or not. Writing is thoughtful work. Whether it be as a reporter, a journalist in whatever sense that may imply, or whether you speculate about odd and widely intersecting and infinite possibilities or whether you are a script writer and a song writer who also happens to be a poet and a spoken word artist. You are being introspective, retrospective and above all else, you are thinking and active in the documenting of moments, imagined or actual. You may be concerned with the world of poor people who work under slavery conditions in today’s cosmopolitan settings or in the mines and farms.

 

You may write about the contradictions of freedom and democratization or you may write to express your own inner being, what you see, feel or hear in your own head. Whatever it may be, it still remains possible that most writers are quite a loony bunch of individuals who can’t even help it.

 The only way to satisfy a writer is to let them do what they do in freedom or relative liberty. They have to be mad, most of them seek to change the world simply by auto-suggesting ways of seeing, hearing and being.

It was written:

All rebellious movements are movements against invisibility. Perhaps the clearest example is that of the feminist movement … to make visible that which was invisible: to make visible the exploitation and oppression of women, but more than that, to make visible the presence of women in the world, to rewrite history from which their presence had been largely eliminated. The first step in struggling against invisibility is to turn the world upside down, to think from the perspective of struggle, to take sides. The issue of sensitivity is well posed by the Ethiopian proverb…: ‘When the great lord passes the wise peasant bows down deeply and silently farts.’ – The Material Reality of Anti-Power - from Change The World Without Taking Power: The Meaning of Revolution Today by John Holloway, Pluto Press, 2005)

For some strange reason I seem to be drawn to theistic interpretations of everything. Perhaps it is because my world has been saturated with religion since I was born. But it could also be due to the fact that I am really interested in telling my stories and writing in order to understand and over-stand the pervasiveness of faith, belief and spirituality in the world. I seek to understand they who, why and since when of religious conflict, religious based prejudice, patriarchy and even my own world of somewhat chaotic, or eclectic religiosity. I have after-all convinced myself and others that I am a Rastaman, although I have cut my dreadlocks more times that anyone can count. But I am a strange Rasta. Perhaps a hypocritical one, since I defend almost all its tenets while at the same time, I refute many of its positions on women, the Christ, Gays and Lesbians etc

All I know is, the world is far more complex and even much simpler than how religious people portray it. What with the incorporeal characters such as Satan/the devil and God/the un-married Father and wifeless father and the Holy Spirit all thrown into the cosmic soup?

As a Rastafarian, I am generally uninterested in theology as propounded by preachers, imams and books such as the Bible or the Quran. I have read these texts ad more thoroughly and without bias. But what I have found instead of faith and firm belief, is merely confusion and human error. This human error is often blamed on the devil and sometimes even God Himself who may allow a person to transgress in order to show how great His salvation or redeeming power is. The whole notion of free-will, freedom and scientific inquiry is anathema to religion.

Yet billions of human beings are fascinated and even live and die in defence of these ideas from ancient times.

I am also interested in history and even some forms of spiritual and ritualistic devotion. I like the Gadaa system of the Oromo people of Ethiopia for its simple and nature based ‘doctrine’ or Indigenous Knowledge System.

I also am captivated by the ancient Egyptian mytho-poetic and even historical foundations of civilization. Fascinated by the Nile River and its ascendance; its cosmic relevance to Afrikans and even socio-political significance. And that is a tale worth re-telling ad infinitum. This is also the reason why I happen to be interested in the Ethiopic Book of Enoch.

This is an important text in Afrikan literary history even though its Afrikanness is a perpetually contested issue. But that is also a subject that requires its own elaborate analysis. But the Ethiopian anthropologist and author Ayele Bekerie has done justice to it in his book The Book of Henok/Enoch insinuates that among the fallen angels who ‘chose to abandon their holy estate in order to cohabit with human women.” There was among these ‘spiritual entities’ a most inventive and volatile of them one called Penuel who is said to have invented the pen or instruments of writing.

It is said that among the secrets that these rebellious angels revealed to mankind via the agency of women, was the art of creating stories and inscribing them for generations to discover. They also revealed the secrets of numbers, divinations and the uses and abuses of metals, make up among other things.

Of course this is a fabulous account from a mythical and mystical North-Afrikan or Afro-Asiatic text and as wonderful as it is, it bears many contradictions. But at the core of the Enochian texts, is the age-old battle of Good over Evil with the righteous being blessed and the wicked being judged.

The Book of Enoch has been interpreted in many nuanced and often magical or ritualistic ways, yet few have explored its significance as a work of literature; but this is the problem faced by many texts which are considered sacred. Yet its origins and its authorship is still a contentious matter.

At the Time of The Writer I was asked to be an interpreter for an author who writes in IsiZulu. He has consciously chosen to use his mother-tongue to introduce and express himself. I met him over lunch among the rest of the authors at a famous Afrocentric restaurant in South Beach, Durban. Mr Khawula, is an ordinary and unremarkable family man at first. But behind those glinting; proudly Zulu eyes there is a gentle soul who is not only a post-traditionalist but also an avid reader and listener. The trouble is there is something rather stiff about his political outlook. Listening to him one gets the feeling that this man is stuck in theory or stuck in the pre-94 liberation ANC-ism.

So instead of judging him by how he says things and even what he might say, I am really looking forward to reading his book Yihlathi Leli.

But what really impressed me most about many of the writers in their vast varieties and styles is this sheer devotion to free expression. Expressing oneself may seem like the most natural act yet in a world which is under the control of many oppositional agenda’s, this freedom to be oneself and even dare to imagine a different world is challenged. Writers want to leave beautiful impressions in the hearts and minds of readers and listeners. Writing, just like thinking freely is an offensive act in many societies. Writers, Thinkers, Activists and many other similar impressionists, expressionists have been beaten, killed, jailed and banned before.

This still happens in many countries that are considered undemocratic or in violation of basic human rights. This is because honest, introspective and even opportunistic writers are not afraid to express human wrongs through their words. But to an ordinary person, it is just way too risky to speak your mind, whether it is done creatively, satirically or put in plain language. Ngugi Wa Thiong’o has put it characteristically well:

Unfortunately writers who should have been mapping paths out of that linguistic encirclement of their continent also came to be defined and to define themselves in the languages of imperialist impositions. Even at their most radical and pro-African position in their sentiments and articulation of problems they still took it as axiomatic that the renaissance of African cultures lay in the languages of Europe. I should know.”  - (The Language of African Literature* )

Menzi Maseko ©

 

 

Monday, March 11, 2013

Optional Revolutionary



Revolutionary Options: From We and Them to I and I

This essay seeks to address the question of individual and group or community contributions to making a ‘difference’. How does social transformation evolve from the minds, the needs and strivings of a few people in order to engulf entire communities and capture the imagination of others far away?

Essentially, I am striving to find out exactly how I contribute effectively towards making social and psycho-spiritual revolution? How do I write, speak and act or work wisely and with enough creativity and ‘common sense’ in order to create irresistible change?
Surely the writing of books, articles and telling stories is just one idea that works to a certain extent. But libraries, bookstores and even rubbish bins of the world are filled with some of the greatest books. Bible’s, Quran’s, Bhagavad Gita’s and many other tomes of religious and spiritual salvation have existed and have been expounded ad infinitum. There are millions if not billions of souls who value and benefit from these.
Globalization has also allowed for the largest production and proliferation of self-help and Do It Yourself literature, recordings and audio-visual material to show us how far we have come and what our ultimate potential is. From the attractive titles of these books e.g. The Purpose Driven Life; Rich Dad, Poor Dad; The Power of Your Sub-Conscious Mind; The Road Less Travelled; The Richest Man In Babylon and many more, including one that I personally edited, titled Oh Yes You Can, written by a dear friend – we are left with no doubt that humanity is striving for perfection and that we are at a cross-roads to sheer godliness, excellence and success.

Yet the inverse is true. The levels of violence, crimes, violations of natural laws and the whole instability or chaos that characterizes the ‘real world’ is a complete contradiction and a cruel cosmic joke. This leaves one with a simple conclusion, and that is we are nowhere near the Self-realization and the New Man that the great sages have taught us about. It means the blood of the Lamb of God has still got much work to do and that the mystics need to take their mediation and mantras to a deeper or higher level.

Nowadays there is always talk of Revolution, transformation and being the change that we seek. These terms and aspirations have become almost redundant and are forcing many activists and ‘conscious people’ to ask: “What are we struggling for, is it really going to bring the desired results in our lives and communities?”
I too have begun to question, once again:
-       Do ordinary people really need salvation from the ‘system’, from the greed and manipulation of the powers that are assumed to be?
-       Don’t people just desire safe jobs, decent employment, good social security and the comforts of houses, Spurs, McDonalds and Steers burgers?

-       How does one convince blacks and willing whites that buying Coca Cola and fast-foods every week, consuming meat, using credit card swiping has such long lasting and destructive effects on the entire earth?
-       Can I convince my sisters and brothers that supporting local and international Live music and independent artists is good for all?

-       Can I be the one that holds up the mirror that clearly shows black people that there is life and prosperity after or without the African National Congress; Democratic Alliance, Inkatha Freedom Party, Pan Africanist Congress et al.

Steady Does It: One Revolutionary Option?
“The call for the Steady State Revolution bears no resemblance to Marx’s (socialism), in the sense that its aim is not communism or any other replacement of a prudently managed capitalist democracy. And there is no call here for a forcible overthrow of anything. Americans black and white have proven a great deal about the affectivess of non-violent revolution. So have others all over the world. As Brown (1995:119) pointed out in Models in Political Economy. ‘Most revolutionary social changes have involved little violence.’ On the other hand, the call for a steady state economy is far more urgent than Marx’s. Unlike his revolutionary perspective of communism, there is no reason to believe that a steady state economy is pre-ordained. And this is worrisome, because as Brown (1995:119) also noted: ‘It is the social breakdown that follows a failure to change that engenders violence.’”

I find this analysis quite apt, pertaining to the state we find ourselves in South Africa and in other countries wherein election promises amount to hot air, excessive yet ineffective spending. Many people have begun to see through the ruling party’s and elites sloganeering. An empty promise is nothing short of a betrayal. Although there are plenty Afrikans who still buy the lie writ large on politicians and business leader’s faces and bellies – there is certainly a clear social upheaval. The most concerning trouble for I is that the anger and frustration is not channeled and tempered by revolutionary ideas, thus it ends up manifesting itself in self inflicted impoverishment and violence.
It is unfortunate that even in 2012-2013, Black Africans still mete out violence and looting against each other when they are really angry at their employers, councilors, and political mis-leaders. What they are really raging against is a failing state and a fundamentally flawed economic regime. This is an economy that ensures growth and fruitful promises for everyone else but the worker or the ordinary person. Here I am reluctant to use the term citizen to describe the slave-like condition of the black majority in any given Afrikan ‘third-world’ country. Thus I think that a special type of revolutionary education and training has to be created and freely propagated, by all means necessary among the so called working class. 

This is really the slaving class. This revolutionary re-education has to be also done among the youth of the burgeoning middle class and even upper-class. I include the latter because if they are unprepared and unresponsive or apathetic to the needs and anguish of others, the rising tension and fury of the oppressed and poor ones will scorch them too.

I am an incorrigible optimist, with a few reservations that Afrika’s young people in their diverse backgrounds can yet produce a revolutionary ethos and idealism that is doxastic – a theory to rival that of Marx, Lenin, Mao or even the prominent pan-Afrikanists of yore. This societal theory should be both imaginative and pragmatic enough to replace the ubiquitous neo-liberal laissez faire that we have all become so used to. This zeal can only be produced by a people who are dedicated to Meaningful, Willful Change in their present and future living conditions.

With all this, one is also mindful of the ‘hidden hand’ and the malevolent effects of die-hard capitalists, neo-liberal elements and even the blissfully ignorant some of whom are hell-bent on maintaining white supremacy and its ailing behemoth/leviathan economy.
This is why any Afrikan revolution must also be shrewd and internationalist (outer-nationalist) in scope. I also suspect that the seeds of this revolution are already among us, thus to safeguard it against reactionary elements, there needs to be a some levels of secrecy or invincible invisibility.
With a keen insight and interest in the ecological consequences of their actions, their habits and mentality, the young and ‘upwardly mobile’ Afrikan must be transformative or no less than a ceaseless revolutionary. S/he must reject all the trappings and illusioary behavior of neo-liberal, boursois-elitism. The credit cards, pseudo-euro centricity and Americanism and culture of entitlement has to be abandoned if we are to save ourselves from the culture-bomb. We must only be able to live as we have earned and also make social responsibility part of our natural disposition instead of just a policy or legislation. Individualism has already crept into our systems but it is not a part of our DNA. We are neither traditionally nor psycho-spiritually selfish people, so much of what can be found in our communities today is nothing more than a social construct that exists as part of the capitalist slave conditioning. Whatever we have picked up along the way are bad-habits during our encounter with missionaries, colonialism – we can still very much unlearn as long as long as we are willing to do so. It is necessary for our survival and for our re-emergence as a fully humane people.

Young Afrikans worldwide must and can cease from being imitators or trying to compete with gloating superstars who resemble puppets (overdressed and underdressed and usually intoxicated) on the strings of their white masters, the industry owners. As Brian Czech has put it: “While the super-rich are spending embarrassing amounts, anybody with the means seems to be following suit. In fact all the way down the line Americans seem to have a problem. We do it on credit, if necessary.”  (p.112: Stopping The Train – The Steady State Revolution)

This is similar to what former ANC youth leagues brash leader, the suspended and ‘broke’ Julius Malema said at a news conference pending his trial for fraud: “ You see that Mercedes of mine that you like, the bank owns it. Anyone earning my kind of salary and has some business interest on the side, can afford my lifestyle – but I remain poor, yet I am credit worthy.”
Although many young black people in the Republic of South Africa have been under the rhetorical spell of this so called youth leader, it is clear that being credit worthy does not make one a worthy leader nor a revolutionary example. 

But the media being what it is has created many types of celebrities and as it follows their way up the ladder of influence, so does it follow them as they descend it. But a true revolutionary is not concerned about being showy or being seen to shine because there are many other options, many other ways through-which one can change the world without assuming power. It all begins with Fining Ones Self and defining yourself according to what is truly empowering and liberating.
TBC
Menzi Maseko ©

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Isho Uliphinde!

" It is time to revive the not well known philosophy of doxastic commitment, a class of beliefs that go beyond talk, and for which we are committed enough to take personal risks.

First Ethical Rule: If you see fraud and do not say fraud, you are a fraud.
Being nice to the arrogant is not better than being arrogant towards the nice; being accomodating towards anyone committing nefarious action condones it."

- Nassim Nicholas Taleb ( Antifragile)

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Abokugcina

"His voice made us realise that we were still alive, but his silence made us aware that we had all been dreaming." - Ben Okri ( Songs Of Enchantment )

Kwa Mashu possesses a hellish divinity
A hopeful presence like a lovable enemy
She said to me 'hello!
I am your beloved foe
And I have awaited your return,
I have your sanity and your navel buried deep in my belly
Take my hand and I shall vomit it into your right, come my son.'

Tarnished souls poured out of the heaving earth
surprised by where they found themselves
spreadeagled on the hillocks of a netherworld
Where we are born again

I was born crazed
I was sworn amazed
Into the matrimonial clasp of a ghetto
I was baptised with fervent fire water and spittle and dew
in ceremonies of frenzy
a mystical spirit was poured into me
via a death
the last becoming first eventually
and the least becoming the most mathematically
ever since then
my eyes have sought the glory

EDukuduku


I am remembering
Knowing the gnawing time
knowing the age
when it all changed

when after the rain began falling
just as if it had forgotten how
to not fall
flood compensating for drought
drought compensating for flood

i keep remembering when
the reainbow was enough
when the rainbow was mocking peoples dreams
parading their wishes and loose hopes upon the unpromicing sky

i am remembered more for the hand i offered
than the word i uttered
more for the steps i take
than the mistakes i make
like rain
words that precipitate action are like harvested grain
food for the soul is as food for the brain
while most folks are brain drained
hungry for more than just mere survival
like migrant hostages hungry on arrival
it rains the rain
on both noble and profane
it rains on the meek and the insatiable
may i remember to ready my cup

In Praise of Music

Ngokuba kusemculweni lapho sizuza khona ulwazi olunzulu
Iyodwa imizwilili yamazwi ephuma emilonyeni yabaculi
Izimbongi, izimvumi ...
Kuhaywa kuhlatshelelwa; kanti futhi lulodwa ukhuni logubhu
Lunkenketha kuhle kwamathambo nesikhumba

Uthini ngimculo wamanzi ezehlela emadwaleni
Umoya uhashaza emithini, kanye nezinyoni zitshuza emoyeni
Abantwana egcekeni nasezindleleni bevungama
Bacula elaleyomidlalo abayithakaselayo
Uma kukhuna lowo onesandlaa ekwenzeni abantwana
Babe nendumiso egwegwileyo
Akumlilo kuye maye babo!'
Sekuyoze kuvame umusa.

Umphefumulo kumele ukhuthale ukuze ingqondo ingakhathali
Umqondo uyavivinywa
Nenhliziyo iyayengwa
Ozuzayo ozithibile kwaze kwafika isikhathi
Kunjengasemculweni
Ingoma emnandi yakheka ngokuhlangana kokuphansi nokuphezulu

psalm poetry for a change


The Green Ankh Collection

The Poetry, Songs and Musings of Menzi Maseko


Love

a dream love

in waking could be found unwelcomed

in reality

love

no one can escape unharmed by

love

pay all you can but can never

ever buy love

without the sweet thorn of love

what are we living for ?

for just the sweet thought of love

makes the longing

makes the pain

the yearning

all worth the loving

all is worth the life of love
 
 
 

Re deuced 2 Numbers

It’s a numbers game

the unlettered can also play

being numbered amongst the

rest of the number – D

 

shadows boxing shadows

spectres wrestling spectres

ghosts in a shell

sponsored by the order of the day

royal rituals cloaked in the grag-net

striving to learn what life is worth

the lesson has become cumbersome

at the feet of a sped up change

if you pay with your soul you can’t get no change

and what has been here before you can’t call it strange

is the sun strange

in its heat

is the wind

in its sweep

is the rain, pain and joy

how are any of these new every morning?

should have listened and done what was told to you

now look out

before you can earn another number
 
 
 
Aaron’s Iron

say inspiration

have you wings of steel?

 

I am trying to find insight

Something to excite

Enfright

Delight or incite

In the words of these so called poets

 

so say ancient tool of the mystivs

have you a pair of Mercurial feet?

or do you possess a Gemini’s half smile

 

looking at life with a piercing love

a love that’s a hate

a dissatisfaction with it all

can you fly

inspiration?

Into this cave

This cage

flutter your wings in a rage

and break this silence

with your world shattering flutter
 
 
 
 
Generosity

 

i am first grandson of MaNdlovu

and my love is a generous as hers

 

prayerful woman

so powerful

like days of sand and thunder

these words are fire

conceived

after

love entered hope

and faith was born

 

GIVING

 

giving

like grandmothers hands

is evergreen

yes it comes in other colours too


I once felt a love that was of an undisclosed hue

At first I thought it was blue